Thursday 20 November 2014

One Side Love :')

Nikhil shouted while leaving for his new school “Mom ! I am going bye . Love you . Take care .”
“You look handsome in your school dress ! Bye” His Mom waved him bye followed with a smile .
He decided to walk ! As his school was near to his place ! Walking made him relax  . He Was lost in his thoughts , will he be able to adjust in his new school ? Will he be able to make new frnds ? will he able to make his mom proud ?? How is Basketball and music coaching in this school .
Nikhil , A tall handsome boy with fair looks , cat eyes make him more cute .. He changed his school after 10th std . He enrolled himself for commerce with Maths . A good singer as well as a brilliant basketball player :’)
He reached his school at 7:15 am . He realized , he still have 30 mins. He decided to have a look around to his new school . While having the look to his new school . He was loving his new school .
The bell rang ! He was asked someone to guide his way to 11th B . He entered and people were staring at him . He quietly searched for his seat . But only last bench was empty . He made his way towards that bench . . Announcements were being made . He had no idea what to do .. After few mintues one girl entered the class .. With long pony , with big black eyes , her height was Short but not that short . But her height made her cute . 
She entered and sat next to him and smiled . He passed the smile as well . As teacher was taking the attendance . They both were introduced to the class. Nikhil and Diya !
Diya – Hey !
Nikhil – Hey !!
Diya – I am a new student , I need all the notes . It will be a great help , If you can give me the notes .! 
Nikhil – I’m a new student as well . My name is Nikhil 
Diya – OHH !! I have someone who is in the same boat ..  .I’m Diya 
In lunch time , Few students came and asked about their Names and hobby . It was every teacher and student was asking for their introduction… They become frnds on the same day . Even their home were close enough . So walking everyday was easy … !
This became a habit .. Everyday waiting for each other after the school and before the school . Facebook and msg talking were on . They were in the same tution as well . They used to hangout together , everywhere . They had a group of frnds but they were close to each other the most .
In all those funs and craziness , He was falling in love with her …! The more he was spending his time with her, The more he was falling for her.. But what about her feelings ?? He was not sure about them .. He was even not sure , That she even like him or not ..
That day tossing on his bed , He was thinking about her . Is this love or infatuation ?? He was being messed up in his feelings .. This was hurting him .He msged her .. “Do you have a boyfrnd ?? ”
She – Yeaa !! You dear . Boy also and a superb frnd . So boyfrnd 
He – Nahii !! Do you love someone ??
She – Kya hua ?? ek dum ?? She was shocked .
He – Nah ! Just tell you love someone??
She – No ! will talk tomorrow about this bye ! . ttyl 
While gawking at his wall . Everywhere he could hear her voice , see his smiling face ..  He laughed “Dude ! I am in love  ”
Next day !
They walked to school while having talking . she could sense something different in him . He was being over – protected . In school , she asked him whats the matter? He laughed and said nothing .
He decided to tell his feeling after their 12th terminals . The more he was hiding his feeling , the more he was falling in love with her . He was so excited to tell his feeling . He was imagining “Them” together  . He was so in love , that he was doing future planning in advance !!!
Love the most amazing feeling  . Feeling in which you just keep on flowing like a river or ocean . The more you fall in it . The more deep it is .
He used to dance alone . Used to sing for her .
As soon as their exams got finished . He was going to get a terrible shock .
That day , they decided to meet after 3 pm and roam around . She was looking stunning . He wanted to stare at her :’)
She hugged him and said “she is in love ” . He thought it was him
He said me too 
She – First you tell who is she ??
He – nah ! You tell ?
She – Okay ! Don’t be shock but he is Pulkit 
He – what ?? 
She – yessss !! You know he Is crazy …
While she was talking about him . He was just controlling his tears . :’) .He wanted to kill himself . He wanted to run away . But sticked his smile and laughed when she was laughing. Meanwhile , she asked him whom do you love ?? He said I was just kidding  . He laughed more :’) Trying to control his tears .
He – Are you people together ?
She – Yes ! Yes ! He asked me before our exams
He – and you are telling me now ?? 
She – arye ! You are the first one I am telling . ‘Cause of exams I was hiding from you .
He – hmm ! Lets walk back home please ? Mom will be waiting 
She – Sure , after you tell me whom do you love ??
He – Katrina  she look hot you see 
She – boys !! ehh !
They both laughed and left for their place 

As soon he reached home . He went upto his place and started crying hard !! He was just clueless what to do now ? Tears were not stopping . He wanted to shout . She opened his facebook account and msged her “Congratulation ! I’M happy for you  ” and he logged out .! He didn’t turned upto school for few days!! . He almost cried for a week in his room. He laughed out loud ! He laughed at his own destiny . After few days ! He went to school , things were changed . She was sitting with pulkit . She noticed him and came to him . Asked what happened to him ? He replied , he was having fever ! She said you naa … She was about to hug him but he excused himself from there .! He went to washroom and cried hard ! He moved out with a smile  . That smile :’) .
While this their 12th was over . But he wasn’t over her Still. He used to smile but inside he wanted to kill himself .. He used to meet him and she used to come with pulkit . He used to cry inside while watching them holding each other home :’)

His love came under “One Side love  ”

 Love is a more than words . It’s a shame , if we describe it . But “One side love is a selfless , You don’t care about they love you or not .. But you love them endlessly :’) .” In one side love , Your nights become happy while seeing them happy . But you miss them more :’) . If they are hurt , you will cry more them then. Their problems are always first for you . You want to see them happy no matter what happen . This is one side love :’) . Where you can do anything for them , without letting them know :’) And they won’t know them ever :’)

-Yashika Bhagat 

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